I Believe…

I came across this CD by “mistake”  over a year ago, just as I was just talking to God in casual conversation, when it came to my mind, for the first time in two decades…
I had been telling people my whole, adult life, that God had only made me one promise in my life, that I KNEW…

I truly BELIEVED, that He would keep …
Back in my early twenties, because I was caught up in the lifestyle and the LIES…of the ENEMY of God and OUR Souls…
If they had been Saved by, and  belonged to, JESUS CHRIST… by Faith.
.
This type of “preaching”, may not be your style…
Don’t worry, , it wasn’t mine either.
But, I listened to the whole album, every time I feel unworthy, of going to God, for my needs. I always thought that I had gone too far, and God was fed up with me… And not all of His ‘Promises’, were meant for me anymore. Sometimes, I felt like I was under a curse. Saved by faith in Jesus and what He did at Calvary for my sin…
l feel guilty about ASKING for ANYTHING, because I felt that He ALREADY HAS…given It ALL.

But His Word says… God says that… “You receive not, because you ask not.”

JAMES 4:2-3    NIV

2 You desire but do not have, so you kill. You covet but you cannot get what you want, so you quarrel and fight. You do not have because you do not ask God. 3 When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.”

If you want wholesome, Bible-based ENCOURAGEMENT…
Give me a ‘Y’ and I’ll send more.

If you don’t have Google Music, but have another music app, let me know which one you have.

BACK…  To My TWENTIES. …

Some of you know, this part of My Story, but I believed that I belonged to the Lord… Saved at the age of seven and the molestation and rape, began three years later.
So I didn’t believe (since God stayed angry with me… and told Jesus,, He would have to deal with me.
Jesus made me feel like I was completely and utterly…. LOVED.
For HE… DIED, for ME.
NO MATTER What I’d done. As long as I want to live the WAY, the TRUTH and THE… LIFE, that I DIED for, to Give… YOU!
I KNEW that He WOULD make me into the MAN, HE… created me… To Be!
And… I BELIEVED!
BECAUSE of Gods PROMISE, to give me my BIGGEST DREAM.
A WIFE and a SON…that I could take to his Little League games….
Fishing. Etc…

I’m 55 years old.
… and I STILL…BELIEVE…MY GOD.

It SEEMS impossible.
But HE is THE God… of the IMPOSSIBLE!

Although, I desperately wanted it to be, He never promised that it would be a child from my own loins.
There are too many desperate children desperate  for a Mother… and FATHER., to go to Ball Games and play “catch”,       on the front lawn..

I just hope keeping up with His, or Her, Old man”.., won’t be a problem.

https://www.evernote.com/shard/s670/sh/57715314-f5ee-481d-83f9-d3304308849b/45bb8acd704a2ef1819670355e0b77bf

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.