From My ‘Journey’


web site:

A non- profit organization).

Address upon request

Phone: 11 35.228.12743

This site started as a catalyst to the film, the Lord ( If “religious” talk puts you off…dodon’t let it here, because I’m not “religious” Not a zealot.)

I believe in a mighty power, much greater than myself. It’s a good thing, due to the narcissistic traits I learned from a parent; I knew God was Gid my whole life…I also, I think subconscuently, I thought I was one of the ” non-stupid” being on the planet. Yes, my “stuff” didn’t stink. Neither did my feet, I’m being…they didn’t. I saved a lot on antiperspirant too. You think I’m joking? Well, it helped, the fact I hardly allowed myself to break a….what were they called again? Yea. Sweat. I.hated to sweat. Unless I planned, or knew ahead, only if the job required breaking one. I’m still talking about “sweats” here…/ back to my calling…

The Lord, put in my spirit, on my heart and mind,, in one, single moment, so as to bring others to a unwavering belief in Him and His love for humanity…He wanted me to write a book, and, blowing me away (I had already been working on the book for years, waiting for the ending.., to, happen?)

He, God, in case I lost anyone. I tend to go on tangents…wel, He wanted me, or I should say, that

He “showed me”, along with, many of the scenes, and the songs from the playlist He gave me, (Please, stay with me. I promise to tie this all up, with, understanding. I almost said

a ‘bow’… Ok…

In all seriousness….

Other’s stories, and my own, were to be told on film. His desire was, in the film’s vignettes of several individuals, and families, for him to demonstrate His great love, and awesome POWER, the deliverance of those in the bondage, and ravages, of sin, and from the lies told them, by the “father of all lies”, satan. The adversary of God. The enemy of our souls.

The Bible says in ” Satan comes like a roaring lion,, seeking those he may devour. He comes only to steal, kill, and destroy. Look at our families. Our nation under God”That, is satan’s goal. Especially towards *The Children of Gid.”. Through a film featuring His STRENGTH, being shown Perfect, in my weakness. And the miraculous deliverances, along with the character’s families. and the same, yet different, circumstances.

I finally realized… believed…, that no matter, I could not change in my own strength I just looked where that lead. My ways had “taken” the best of me. What He had intended me to be.

I was too broken and weak in spirit. That is when He ran.. straight to me, wrapped His loving arms around me. Hugged me, and He went to work… 😂

I was Born Again when I was seven, and remember it clearly, along with the hunger and thirst I had in my heart. At seven!

Yet, I I never understood, nor lived a life of Grace, and Mercy. I was Saved by His amazing Grace, yet I had yet to fully understand what He really did for me at Calvary. I had never lived a LIFE of Grace… Always thinking God stayed disappointed, even, mad at me.

In Him, by what He willingly gave… on a filthy cross over 2,000 years ago, on a cross, that was always reserved for the scourge of society. Yet, He had done nothing wrong. He just LOVED. So we could LIVE.

That shows, how I NOW KNOW…Love IS Stronger!

….It was to showcase the film’s process, progress. Butt first, and foremost… showing the Lord’s Love, Strength, when we are at our weakest. Guidance, Grace and mercies, new, every day!

I…He, wants you, to write to me, with YOUR Story, of His marvelous Grace in your life. We’ll read and pray over each one. Asking for the stories HE wants to be written into the film, so others too may experience the Love and acceptance, and Saving Grace of Jesus Christ in their life.

The stories depicted in the film “Love IS Stronger” (working title) will be

dedicated to the Hurting, abused, in any way, neglected hopelessness. Showing hope through interactive groups, counseling, if not anything, but a “sounding board”, for some.

We could use only $1000.00 to get through February 2019, in expenses, as to improve and train, ones like ME…to continue to learn ” the ropes”, so to speak, regarding the building and maintaining of the website.e

Please, even one dollar, only as the Lord leads you to… would help with what is becoming a Ministry

Thank You,

H. Bradley Colston, President

Visit our website:

Email me:

Write “film” in the ‘subject’ line, please. .

9email: oveisstronger.lovewinsfilm@gmail

May God Richly Bless YOU,





I want to take the time, to thank, the many of you, for encouraging me. And, to welcome a new reader, from whom, I have had the PRIVILEGE, of receiving several text from this lady, from across the globe, in the Philippines. You know who you are. I THANK YOU for your support and encouraging words😊

I wanted to encourage you ALL today, by saying… If you woke this morning… wherever you are… THANK GOD, that you are ALIVE, and that you are breathing.

KNOW, that you are capable of ANYTHING that you can dream of. I don’t think anyone… has a dream about anything.., a passion, in their Heart… that wasn’t put there, for a purpose.

Everyday, is another opportunity… that others, may not have. This LIFE, that you have been temporarily, given… to temporarily, hold on to… has more meaning… than you can possibly… imagine.

Never listen to anyone who tells you that you can’t do something. That your dreams… “they’re not possible, for you. ANYTHING, is POSSIBLE… if… we put our minds and heartsinto it. It may have to be “tweaked’ a little, to be done with the abilities that you may lack physically. But NOTHING, is LIMITED, in your MIND… and in your HEART. There is always a way.

With God, ALL things are possible. If He put that dream in your heart… in your spirit, He willmake a way… when there seems to be, no way.

I, have experienced it before… And AGAIN, I am experiencing it, now. What the devil meant for his own, evil purposes, in my life, and in other’s… God, is turning it around… for our GOOD ànd HISGLORY. Ànd He can do the same, in ànd for, your life.

NEVER… EVER… give up… on your dreams. Or, on your goals. But, you must… make sure… that you have set the goals needed.., to make your dreamscome ALIVE.

If, you don’t know how or where to start… Ask… The One… who put that dream, in your heart… to begin with, Ask… for Hisdirections.

If.., you believe, and if you trust in Him; “He is faithful and Just‘, to accomplish itin you.

Believe..,. in yourselves, and… in ‘The One‘ who made you... He is willing and able, to accomplish MORE… than you or I… could possibly THINK… or even IMAGINE.


After a very “uncomfortable” state of family and mind… I have neglected this website for virtually the last year. And for that, my heart is still breaking. Especially when I looked at the stats from last year, when I didn’t “write” much of anything, as saw that I had a readership, not only in the … Continue reading About…Me


I’m STILL Learning to Love… STRONGER. 💜💜💜💪

I began to notice, as my readership lately has increased though my writing decreases, due to my own trials and frustration.

Yet, the “Likes” have all but disappeared.

Admittedly, we all like to be ‘Like’-ed. But, with me… my chest, my heart hurts. Because it means, I’m failing the Lord by not being connected or connecting with my readers.

I’m not accomplishing my objective…

To reach the HURTING…theHOPELESS” and the LOST for Christ.

The reason God called me with this mission; to reach those people that I used to be in the same circles with. Cried with,..whilon ci7⅞⅞ SHOWING… through MY Story, MY testimony, that I truly love people.

I don’t want one person who reads MY story, to feel . ALONE.


Lord, I ask you to cleanse me, to heal me, and renew my life so that I am no longer a hypocrite. Change me to be a productive and influential person to others. The Lord disciplines those He loves. Father of Love, I receive your correction and I ask you to straighten me out where I have been guided wrongly, so that I may still have an integral part, in the plan you’ve had for my life, since the Beginning of Your Creation of the Universe. To bring me Joy and GROWTH , through Your Grace and Your Wisdom, and for YOUR Ultimate Glory… To show the hurting and dying world, my story… Of another life that was weak, butYou made strong.

A story of what satan had meant for evil and to destroy, You turned it around for my be good and be YOUR GLORY.

Check out Brave by Moriah Peters on Amazon Music




MAKE ME…a SOURCE of INSPIRATION for the people who are living with the ‘Virus’. Those that feel HOPELESSNESS, BITTERNESS, and SUFFER from Physical… debilitating pain.


The ANXIETIES and UNCERTAINTIES of the moment…

And in this “Season“, of our lives.



…so I may look beyond my negative circumstances and focus on the innumerable blessings, you have given me.


shine the light of Jesus, in my heart…

so that I may learn to LOVE LIFE and LIVE happily with what I have. Life is too short.. And, for this reason, I will do the best I can on this… and every day. Amen

I Believe…

I came across this CD by “mistake”  over a year ago, just as I was just talking to God in casual conversation, when it came to my mind, for the first time in two decades…
I had been telling people my whole, adult life, that God had only made me one promise in my life, that I KNEW…

I truly BELIEVED, that He would keep …
Back in my early twenties, because I was caught up in the lifestyle and the LIES…of the ENEMY of God and OUR Souls…
If they had been Saved by, and  belonged to, JESUS CHRIST… by Faith.
This type of “preaching”, may not be your style…
Don’t worry, , it wasn’t mine either.
But, I listened to the whole album, every time I feel unworthy, of going to God, for my needs. I always thought that I had gone too far, and God was fed up with me… And not all of His ‘Promises’, were meant for me anymore. Sometimes, I felt like I was under a curse. Saved by faith in Jesus and what He did at Calvary for my sin…
l feel guilty about ASKING for ANYTHING, because I felt that He ALREADY HAS…given It ALL.

But His Word says… God says that… “You receive not, because you ask not.”

JAMES 4:2-3    NIV

2 You desire but do not have, so you kill. You covet but you cannot get what you want, so you quarrel and fight. You do not have because you do not ask God. 3 When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.”

If you want wholesome, Bible-based ENCOURAGEMENT…
Give me a ‘Y’ and I’ll send more.

If you don’t have Google Music, but have another music app, let me know which one you have.


Some of you know, this part of My Story, but I believed that I belonged to the Lord… Saved at the age of seven and the molestation and rape, began three years later.
So I didn’t believe (since God stayed angry with me… and told Jesus,, He would have to deal with me.
Jesus made me feel like I was completely and utterly…. LOVED.
For HE… DIED, for ME.
NO MATTER What I’d done. As long as I want to live the WAY, the TRUTH and THE… LIFE, that I DIED for, to Give… YOU!
I KNEW that He WOULD make me into the MAN, HE… created me… To Be!
A WIFE and a SON…that I could take to his Little League games….
Fishing. Etc…

I’m 55 years old.

It SEEMS impossible.
But HE is THE God… of the IMPOSSIBLE!

Although, I desperately wanted it to be, He never promised that it would be a child from my own loins.
There are too many desperate children desperate  for a Mother… and FATHER., to go to Ball Games and play “catch”,       on the front lawn..

I just hope keeping up with His, or Her, Old man”.., won’t be a problem.